Meh sorry about leaving it so long between blogging. Life it’s self is a bit of a distraction at the minute. A friend of mine is having major surgery on his lungs/heart, and my Mother was in hospital last night getting tests done on her heart. So I’m a bit freaked out O_O

Other then that nothing much has been going on, I’ve just been doing college work and playing life like a game. Do just about the least you can get away with and see how it goes. College is over but I still have some work to do. I got the necessary grades to get into university, which is uber, but I have one more unit to complete by the beginning of august. It should of been done by the end of the college year, but I got so stressed about it all I was offered an extension as I’ve been off alot from illness. So it’s a relief.

I’ll finally work out why the lists in the navigation look fine on my browser, but not on others But until that day, it will stay as it is.. Sorry bah.

I don’t understand some of the males I’ve encountered on World of Warcraft. They don’t even know anything about me, name, age etc yet they still try it on. I don’t get it. This evening I was on WoW for a while as I couldn’t sleep. Then a guy I speak to occassionally and don’t really get on with messages me. He said he’s had a few to drink and then starts saying he’s coming to England tomorrow to see me I stupidly corrected him and said I lived in Scotland. I was just like shocked. I don’t act overly nice to him, he annoys the living crap out of me 50% of the time. After a while I think he realised I was a bit err… yeah so he asks if it was ok? I said “If I was you I would want to go somewhere hot, Scotland’s just rainy” to politely put him off the idea, as he wasn’t joking. He just responds with “I don’t care :)”. Then starts asking me if I have a jealous boyfriend.. Jesus christ man! I can’t be nasty to him because it would feel wrong, so I just change the subject to something else and he instantly stops talking then after a while “jokes” that we could date in future after finding out I’m a couple of months older then him.. What?!  Sometimes I honestly wish I had just kept my gender to myself, though that would be hard in microphone conversations.. Lol.

College work is really getting on top of me. I handed in some college work early to get it over and done with so I could move on to the next stage. I found out the other day that because the lecturer wasn’t sure what was actually needed in the essay I had lost marks. This is because I handed mine in early, and he marked after being told what was required, thus I didn’t have some things. How is that fair? If he didn’t know what was required, then he shouldn’t of allowed me to submit my work. Because of this I may lose some marks off my final grade which could ruin my chance for an A grade that I need for uni. I could of screamed at him for it. To make things worse, the rest of the class got told what information needed to be added where as I can’t resubmit mine as you can only do it once. Asshole.

I passed my theory test for driving the other week 49/50 for theory, and 50/75 for hazard perceptions. I thought I was going to fail the theory so badly but it seems like it was the total opposite. Hazard perceptions are so hard and I don’t understand in the least how you can judge hazards on a tiny blurry screen that only provides you with front on vision instead of 180 degrees which you have in a car.

Ok, so I’m a bad site owner, but things have just got on top of me lately. I have shit loads of college work, I’m ill a lot, and I find it hard to concentrate on anything at all.

I need to rant. Ok, so I’ve been sucked into the World of Warcraft. I love it, apart from a few players. Specifically players who are hunters and have the ego the size of a football. For those who don’t play WoW you probably won’t understand what the hell I’m talking about but whatever, as long as you read I’m happy

So WoW has different classes right? Well I’ve been playing two months now, and I’ve noticed that by far the most cockiest players are those with Hunters (sometimes Rogues). I notice this alot as because apparantly, according to these guys, the class I play, Druid, is absolutely shit and worthless. Ok, I accept Druids have longer cast times, and our armor is pretty pants compared, BUT HOLD UP! Why is it when I go into major cities, their is constantly advertisements for “Healers”? Druids are healers, but surely you can cope without the worthless druids? Obviously not. So to those people who were preaching and being general assholes, get stuffed. Next time I’m asked to heal and they happen to be of the opinion I’m worthless, you know where you can stick it. I happen to think that Druids are one of the most versatile races there is. We can transform into different animals, taking on a warriots rage counter, and energy counters, with 400% more armor then usual. The only reason why Hunter’s do so well is because they have some pet tagging along which is like having 2 people fighting at once. Sorry if I’ve offended any WoW hunter’s out their, but god damnit it gets so annoying.

As well as this, I was presumed to be a guy for nearly 2 months, despite playing a female character. Once I corrected this, I started getting called things like “girly” and “chick” where as before it was “m8″. I really hate how guys on their are so fucking weird about genders. As soon as they found out I was a girl it was little flirty shit and all that crap. I don’t want that. I don’t hit on you so get the hell away

ANYWAY. life is boring as usual. My health is worse and my college work is a bitch. I’m finding it hard to keep up, and even harder to work up the enthausiasm to do it in the first place. It all feels like so much at once and I just want a break. Just a long break of sleeping and doing nothing, nothing at all.